Monday, March 7, 2011
once upon a time , you have been a good boyfriend to me . i felt your presence every minute . you don t fail to make an effort to do things for me . those waking up calls . those often sms . those random calls . those sending and fetching . those dates . but i guess , things change . and it doesn t just change . it change so much in just a short period of time . you stop doing things for me . even the littlest and small ones . all i asked is just for you to SHOW me that you still do love and care for me . is it so hard ? . all i want is this , and not gifts .
you preferred going to youtube watching videos , rather than calling me and asked where i am , if i have eaten . even if you want to save , we still could meet up , and do something that doesn t concerns money at all . even if you doesn t want to sms and call , you can just open your facebook and msn , to chat up with me and webcam with me , rather than chatting up with other girls . even if you doesn t want to meet me up at my school , we could meet up even at jurong point or at my house . but no .
all u want is to think what is best for you and yourself . all you thinks about is you . than , what s the point of having me as a girlfriend if you doesn t want to entertain me . just to show me off to your friends .
you always compare . but you never realise . that i have did everything .
i introduce you to all my friends , even if it was just a terjumpa kind of thing . i always tell them you are my boyfriend . i rather use my money to celebrate your birthday , rather than going for my chemotherapy . i rather don t go to school , so i could get to spend time with you . coz i know you won t want to just accompany me to go eat , and than followed me to school .
at least i try and make an effort to do things . but what about you ? .
@ 8:17 PM