Thursday, February 17, 2011
i don t wish to open my mind , heart to anyone else , other than nana . as i don t wish to . she alone , knows everything about me , is enough . we don t met up often , as she s busy with work , and i m busy with school and work . but we did talk a lot yesterday . haha . and talking to her , makes me think a lot . for one thing , that is important to me , is being grateful and treasure the moments that you had , and appreciate little or big things someone did for you .
i learnt something new from her . there s a chinese beliefs . which says that , a perfect match , is when the other is three years older than you and 12cm taller than you . i wonder if it s really true . as b is one year younger than me , and obviously only few cm tall than me , and not 12cm , definitely .
every other time when we fought . we kiss , we make out , and we make up .
this time , it s a serious matter . i m not taking anything lightly . meaning , no more chances .
finally , i have the courage to asked for the break up , although my heart don t actually wants the break up . but i guess , it s best for both you and me , my dear . i knew , you too doesn t want it . that s why you hang up the phone , and try to come to my house asap . like all those other times when we fought , we kiss , we make out , and we make up .
this time , i mean what i say . no more chances .
you treat me good today , just like those days .
we ate at ananas cafe . we went to school together . you msg me often . those random phone calls . i hope you will really change for the better this time . and forever . not for a short period of time .
boy , you mean a lot to me . so please , do show me , that i mean a lot to you , if you still want this relationship to go on . little things matters a lot to me .
love you .
@ 8:10 PM