i woke up in the morning . today was my exam . so i was hoping , that i will wake up , and there was breakfast ready for me . since my boyfriend sleepover at my place . usually , we will make breakfast together . but we have been having a few misunderstanding this few days . so it have always been me making breakfast for him for the few days . ya lah . i thought that since we fought , and it was my exam today , so at least he wants to make a bit of effort to appease me and motivate me , by making breakfast . waking up , with him still sleeping , of course lah , i m angry . he didn t even wake me up yesterday , when he reached here . not even a goodnight kiss . but , i did feel that he did caressed me . alright , forgiven . but , i did told you , to wake me up , as i want to stay up late , to do some extra studying . i boleh teman you belajar . you tak boleh teman i belajar . why ehk ? . a guy will tends not to do the things that he used to do , after he s pretty sure that the girl will go through thick and thin together , and will not leave him . still , obviously , i make breakfast again for him . yet , another day .

boyfriend make a pact with me . i will be studying for four years . boyfriend says that if i will be able to do well in the first two years , we will get married earlier . whatever lah b . haha . so i make a joke out of it , saying all kinds of things . we will not be buying each other , the unimportant things , since there s a lot of important things that we need to settle first . boyfriend needs to settle his bike . and i need to get A s for my exams and continue my driving license . haha . but an exception in getting a new psp and ipod shuffle . i m glad , that our hard earned money , are used wisely . and boyfriend will upgrade the amount that he have been saving every month .

i have make up my mind . i m no longer will be thinking about other people s feelings . i dah banyak sangat kesian dekat orang . alah . orang bukan nya kesian dekat kita . pentingkan diri sendiri je . no more helping people with unnecessary things . to hell with them . menyusahkan orang ada lah .

since i terima cabaran you . you terima lah cabaran i . good luck boyfriend .

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