b . let me tell you this . if you think , you are not up to fulfiling the promises that you once make , next time , do not make promises . promises is a really big work . and ladies , look up to the promises , that their love ones make .

yes . jean is married . but people who are married , can get a divorced . people who are married , can also have an affair . you did break that promise of yours , once . are you thinking of breaking it again . alright . it will not be a big deal for me , if you told me earlier , like totally in advance . but what , i asked than you tell me . if i never asked , you won t tell me . so it means , you don t actually wants me to know about it . argh . i trust you . it s not that i don t trust you . it s just that , all of the promises that you once make , is of a great big deal to me . and i m just scared , that what happened before , between you and her , happened again . nothing is impossible . if it happened before , it can happened again .

i can t afford to lose you again , to another girl . if , to a girl , who is better than me . i don t mind . but to a girl , that is much worse than me , ouh , please , i won t let you go . when you gave me that long tight hug , i know that you love me as much as i love you . it s just that , you are kayu , very hard to express you love towards me . i will still continue hoping that you be as romantic and always give in to me , like when we first get together .

thank you b . for sleeping over at my house , and be by my side , when i got disturbed and totally scared . all though , you are already tired , and all you wish , is to be able to get a good peaceful night sleep . and also for not scolding me , as i chose not to go to work . hehe . it feels good , having you sleeping by my side . seeing you sleeping , while drooling . haha . *joking* .

ouh . your property ehk b . fine . than , you are not to touch any of my property anymore . your property , you can share with anyone else . your scandal . your friend . up to you . i don t care . it hurts me , when you say that .

b . you didn t give me any goodbye kiss at all , when you go off to work . ouh man . it s raining cats and dog . see . i told you to bring raincoat . stubborn .

remember b . today we are renovating the bike . let s get it started today , and let s ended it today , too . no postponing anymore . i want to go out on friday , to celebrate our anniversary , not to continue renovating on the bike .

yes . yes . dad is back home , from shore . i m loving it .

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